Saturday, July 24, 2010 4:57 PM

Saturday,24thJuly2010

♥Nowadays,i have been thinking many things...but,somtimes,i really felt to give up,and realize,i cant....it will be much easily if i give up,if not,it will hurt deeply....i dont wan to hurt everyone who beside me everytime....it will be more relieve then if dont think about it again.When i saw you,i try my best to run away,since,it so difficult face to face,and,felt there is a burden...hope it will not happened in the first place but it happened in the end....to avoid it,i try my best to make myself happy so that i wont let ur felt that i am sad...but...in facts,i am sad...i am really sad....i might cry easily,but i tell myself not to cry in front of ur.....i will keep it in my heart and also keep it by myself....i say it out,it will getting worst.as to pretend nothing happen,i will continue to be happy not sad.as we know that we really need time to think over,if not,it will getting worst...at the end,will be more embarrased.sometimes,i felt that shall i tell u or not?tell you,what will happened?not to tell you,what will happened?but,i know,it will happened on one day,but i dont know which day...as i prefer not to know everyting,i choose not to tell you so that it will not be hurt.....as time goes by,i choose to wait,wait for that day...as it really fall on that day,on that moment,i will decide.hope will not be hurt.hopefully,it will be happy ending not a sad ending which hurt everyone....hoping to be ....